Am I really having an illusion?

"you mean that you have a girlfriend who can only be seen by yourself, wealth and money that others do not admit, and everything you want is readily available, but there are often war airships flying in the sky around you, giant beasts wandering among metropolises when the fog is shrouded in fog, handsome guys dressed in black change everywhere, and even a perfect piece of toast chasing people and bites in the street, and your non-existent friends don't believe you. Often laughing at you and saying that you are dreaming, all this makes you a little uneasy? " "Yes, doctor, so do I really have a problem?" "of course there's a problem, sir. You can even see me."